I want. I want. I want.

I don't know what it is, but I am the laziest of lazy girls.

I have so many things I want to do. So much I want to accomplish.

I want better skin
           toned legs
           to be good at the guitar
           to chase after my dreams
           to obsess over fashion, but not let shopping rule my life
           better eating habits
           longer and thicker hair
           to be financially stable without my Dad's help
           to be a better woman of God than I have been lately
           to love better

I want. I want. I want.

I probably sound whiney. And I'm not meaning to. I'm just trying to be real.

No lies here. Just flat out honesty.

Like I listed above, there are so many things I want in life. Life is such a beautiful gift, and God didn't put us here to waste it. But on so many levels I continue to worship these ridiculous things; as someone once put it, I'm "worshiping creation not the creator". Straight wisdom right there, people!

I think women on some level are always wanting more. And I'm not by any means trying to put down our gender. I'm all for women. We are equal to men. Equal, but different. But it sucks that we are in this trap of never being satisfied. Thanks a lot Satan.

With that being said, a lot of the things I want are in my control. And I hate that I get so motivated one minute and then become unbelievably unmotivated and lazy the next.

So I'm putting my foot down.

And I know it won't be easy.

This blog will be my place of ranting, venting, and basically word-vomiting just so I can put life into perspective. Maybe it will piss you off. Maybe it will make you laugh. Maybe you'll read it once and vow never to read so much crap again. Or maybe it will inspire you. (Fingers crossed) But in the end I hope that it will provide you with perspective as much as I'm praying it will do so for yours truly.

 Because lets face it, lazy is not a pretty color on anyone.

xo, Your Resident LazyGirl